Holder’s Town
The dead walk in silence along well-worn paths beaten down by shoe leather, bare feet, and hobnail boots. Or the whisper of a moccasin.
Their passing disturbs not the nodding goldenrod blooming in the high pasture, nor the Amur honeysuckle unknown to them.
They whisper right through the branches. The mill, long silent, booms for them.
Gallons of water pour out into Howard’s Creek and sequins the horsemint crushed by my passing.
I reach for a branch, smooth worn with use, to pull myself up a particularly steep spot. And hands reach with me. A small grubby hand, callused, worn, smooth, black, white, red. And together we pull ourselves up that bank.
I am a woman of fifty-five years, strong from work. Yet I feel the hair rise on the back of my arms. And I thank God that I am not like my mother, who, with her strange eyes, sees what is not, but was.
I hurry toward my Old Gray Mare, my cell phone and life. The past is too close for me.
By Debbie Barnes Composed after a solitary hike on the John Holder Trail. 2013
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